I'm feeling.....Orange!!!

Have you ever had an orange feeling? I mean its a feeling that doesn't have a descriptive word in the English language. A warm feeling...not entirely good but not bad either. Kind of hanging, kind of missing something. Maybe a little restless and a little lazy. You go about doing your job somewhat enjoying it. But your mind flits about. You want to here...but there as well. Its like you haven't made up your mind. A little surreal.

Or am I just crazy?

I wonder....I wonder if its better to have a hundred unfulfilled dreams or to have none at all? I used to feel sorry for people who never wanted....never let there hearts yearn. But now I'm not sure....for isn't ignorance bliss!! The pain of having loved and lost...or never knowing love at all???