I'm feeling.....Orange!!!

Have you ever had an orange feeling? I mean its a feeling that doesn't have a descriptive word in the English language. A warm feeling...not entirely good but not bad either. Kind of hanging, kind of missing something. Maybe a little restless and a little lazy. You go about doing your job somewhat enjoying it. But your mind flits about. You want to here...but there as well. Its like you haven't made up your mind. A little surreal.

Or am I just crazy?

I wonder....I wonder if its better to have a hundred unfulfilled dreams or to have none at all? I used to feel sorry for people who never wanted....never let there hearts yearn. But now I'm not sure....for isn't ignorance bliss!! The pain of having loved and lost...or never knowing love at all???

Tears on a thursday

Its horrible horrible horrible when all we do is sit and watch. Where is the brotherhood? Where are all those holier than thou people now? Why is there just silence as the blood flows?

There are hundreds who will preach about the 'right'; about how to eat and walk and sleep. They will argue for hours on the correct way to tie a knot or perhaps cook your veggies!!! But when it comes to life or death who cares a damn??? As long as we have our shawarmas, soap operas and Armani suits who the hell cares a damn????

A poem from my journal:

I look down to see
The tallest moon
Like a pillar of light
Stretching to touch my feet

It glimmers, it gleams
And twinkles laughingly
At its reflection high above
In the navy sky.

Why me?

Its supposed to snow but all I can feel is a volcanic rage. Yeah, I'm mad to put it mildly!!! People have sneaky ways of getting revenge. The worst is when they have a smile on their faces and a song on their lips and do it so innocently that you think you're the one who is delusional. Gaaaah!!!

Super slaaang!!!

Heh heh heh!! Can't stop laughing!!! Read some scraps on orkut which really cracked me up!!!

Its really ridiculous how people try to be hip and put up accents and "slang" that no ones ever heard of ever before!!! I mean really, slang is informal speaking deviant from orthodox language....so that it makes speech easier. It shouldnt make ur sentences more convoluted or complex!! And that too when its coupled with basic grammatical errors.......hahahaha!!!

And there are some who type like they would sms....grrrrrrh!!!

When they tell you not to judge a book by a cover, they REALLY mean it. The most sweetest and charming looking people can often be the most devious. So devious that they can be mean to lil babies even.
And when this deviousness combines with intolerance and bigotry the effect is lethal!!!

Especially since all that the world sees from the outside is little old lady who drives to church every sunday.


p.s: the church going lady is metaphor (for the dim witted)